I noticed seeing the 11:11 on the digital clocks a few years ago. I didn't think much about it at the time. But when I think about things a lot of it adds up to the number 11. When I experience seeing this I believe that my life will be able to change. I have lived in a very abusive, emotionally, mentally and verbally abusive relationship for 15 years. I have lost my soul and spirit to live and have managed to regain it back. I lost my mother this year on 6/25/01, the time of her death 6:05p.m., which adds up to 11. I was born at 3:26 am which adds up again to 11. My mother's bday was 11/21. My daughter is 11. I don't know if it is just me wishful thinking that all the 11's mean that it is my time to break free of the abuse and pain. I hope it is not just wishful thinking, because I am ready to give all my love and beauty that I feel for life and I am ready to receive that same feeling from someone too. I need the peace, happiness, love and just the beauty of starting a new day with a smile and all these things to be not just a part of my life, but my life. I can look into the sky and see and feel such freedom and peace, and I need to feel that everyday. I need to be set free from my lifetime of pain, and move into the peace within my soul and spirit. The peace that my spirit needs to survive.